Introduction

It is now more than 4 years since i first began to put my thoughts and feelings into words. As i read through my old writings i realise how well they chart my progress.

My journey into Enslavement was made far easier for me because i was Enslaved by a kind, intelligent and extremely determined dominant man who i feel honoured to share life with. He has changed my life in ways too numerous to mention and i owe much of my inner strength and happiness to him. For that he has my respect and undying loyalty.

However, since i have resolved that this should not be simply an "ode to Tanos" i will say nothing beyond that these pages are one of the methods by which i have organised my understanding of how and why Internal Enslavement works for me.
I hope you enjoy what you read and if reassurance or a little understanding is what you seek, then i hope you find that too....

lili

Essays

2003
Freedom fighter (Jul)

2002
Power, Control and Authority (Nov)
Two Years In

2001
Ego states (jul)
Grieving (Mar)
Conflict or just a different point of view? (Feb)

2000
Reactance (Dec)
A game of chess (Nov)
A slave's perspective (Oct)
Masters and slaves (Jul)
The spirituality of enslavement (Jun)
Emotional Bondage (Mar)
i'm not mine to love (Jan)